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Getting Back on Track

to do...done!I haven’t done much reading lately due to my November commitment. I also did absolutely no web design, nor did I do anything, actually, to help support my family. December is also a rocky month, and so my goals are not too high, but I here is a quick list of things that I would like to accomplish and work back into my daily routine.

  • Regular reading of actual books currently purchased and on my bookshelf.
  • Design of real estate website templates for my coworker who then creates the actual sites.
  • Wii Fit exercise – at least 30 minutes/credits per day.
  • Walking – a few times a week with a friend who could use the company, I think.
  • Publication of new Squidoo Lenses. I’ve been nominated for Giant Squidhood, I just need another 40 lenses or so, and could write about…
    • The books I’m going to read.
    • Things I’m learning in my design travels.
    • Life experiences I’ve had and how I’ve dealt with them.
    • My favorite things.
    • My vacation to Prague two years ago.
    • My father’s disease.
    • The tattoo I recently started planning. (Excitement!!)

If I could get a schedule going, where I do X on Monday, and YY on Tuesday, etc, that would be the bomb. Having a schedule is, in my experience, the single best way for me to get things done.

When I went back to school in 2000, I began working the night shift at my job. I had the absolute best job, because I got to work for two hours, and study or read or whatever for the remaining six. My schedule was strict. Beginning at 11 p.m., I would work until midnight, where I would then take one hour to surf the Internet, chat, play games or read. Then from 1 a.m. until I was either done with my homework, or if it was a project I couldn’t complete in one night, until 4 a.m., I would study my ass off. Then from 4 a.m. until my shift was over, I would get to do whatever again – work, play, read, chat, whatever. Do you know what happened to my grades when I started that schedule?

I got A’s everywhere. Absolutely everywhere. It was a wonderous thing, especially since I had never considered myself anything more than a B average student.

So that’s the deal. As I work through December, I’ll keep giving updates. Maybe Monday mornings will be my update days, as Sunday evenings are usually the evenings when I have the least time. :)

OMG, TGIO

nano_09_winner_120x240National Novel Writing Month is officially over. I have been participating since 2003, and never have I had such a rough time of it. I would now just like to take a moment to share the things I will, and the things I will not miss now that NaNoWriMo is done with.

I will miss…

  1. All the friendly camaraderie on the forums
  2. Write-ins at Borders & Panera
  3. Hearing about everyone’s novels
  4. Watching word-count bars turn more green

I will not miss…

  1. The awful chairs at Borders
  2. People who like to start drama
  3. Stressing about my word count
  4. Trying to get my character out of jams without being completely implausible

I hit 50,000 words, but my story has not quite finished with me yet, so I keep writing. In NaNo terms, I actually had a really good day yesterday, getting out 2500 words. I’m keeping my NaNoWriMo Report Card running as well, so I can see how many WPD I’m chewing out.

Edit: I was going to post this yesterday. However, in the immediate aftermath of November, I completely shut down. Hopefully I can get back into my regular schedule soon.

Black Friday = Many Typed Words

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Okay, I’m very determined to do lots of writing and very little sleeping or video watching today while I’m home and the kids are at daycare. I want to have a Black day, meaning that if I typed out what I’ve written, I would have many pages of black type.

Cheesy? Perhaps. But I am determined. I will hit at least 5,000 new words today, tomorrow and Sunday. If I don’t, the chances of winning NaNoWriMo this year are non-existent.

Now…if someone could please tell me how can I bribe two coach bus drivers to take I78 to Allentown instead of I76 to Philly, I would be very grateful.

November Woes

woeI am having a very rough November. Have I mentioned that before? I’m sorry if I have. I have been on such an emotional roller coaster, and most of it has been down.

My writing performance for NaNoWriMo has been sub-par. I haven’t kept up on my minimum words per day, which is very unusual for me. I watched those close to me succeed wildly with it this year, too, which was another dig to send me down.

I have let this blog suffer, not posting regularly, and now my visitor-ship, never great to begin with, has suffered. I so badly want this to be successful (read: of help to someone, or a group of someones), and it hurts when I know I’m not giving it the attention it deserves.

My health has suffered. I am experiencing more daily pain than ever, from my heel to my back to my shoulder. I need to usually take two ibuprofen in the morning before my shower, and I follow it up with another two acetaminophen when I start my shift at work. I know this isn’t good for me, but how else am I going to make it through my day?

And then there are the other, more random things. I’m unhappy when I’m at work, and I can’t put a finger on why. I’m unhappy at home when I’m with the kids, their normal arguments sending me over the edge. I’m trying to figure out why my son seems to get so agitated about 90 minutes after he goes to bed, and why it’s getting harder and harder to talk him out of these episodes. (Tonight he actually peed on me.)

I know focusing on the negative is only making things worse, but it is so hard to find anything positive right now to focus on. It’s this cloud over my life that I just can’t shake. What will fix it, more exercise? Therapy? A good long talk with a friend? (Which just sets off a whole ‘nother set of negative thoughts I won’t even get into now because it sounds really depressed.)

For the record, it really sounds like I’m just bitching about my life here, and I’m not. I am seriously trying to sort out how I turn this around. Do I need to put happy songs full blast until I can dance this mood away? Do I talk to my boss and give him this random “I’m just sort of not happy and I don’t know why” story? Would talking to my husband be constructive, or would he just hug me because he doesn’t know what to do? Should I be talking to my dad who is an ordained minister and trained to counsel people to a degree?

Or maybe I should just cry it out tonight and start again tomorrow, and see if things get better. I know there’s really nothing that should be holding me back – this is just a bad month, and next month will be better. What goes around, comes around, and if I keep putting positive out there, eventually positive will come back to me. (I firmly believe that, by the way.)

So maybe that’s my solution. Get my positive karma going, and deal with this. I don’t know why I should be upset, so stop dwelling on it. Maybe this will help. Maybe it’s helped already.

Home Stretch

Finish LineIt’s nearing the end of November. This is the home stretch for all of us NaNo-ites. We’ve got seven days, not including today, to write the last words to either finish our story or hit that magical number, 50,000 words. For some, they have already surpassed their word count goal, and they’re already to the editing stages. Others have written far more than 50,000, but still have more story to write. And there are people like me who still have about 20,000 words to write, story be damned.

I think the reason that National Novel Writing Month works quite so well is the pressure it puts on a person. Because when you think about it, really – 50,000 words in 30 days? When most participants for the first time are not regular writers? Ack! That’s insane!

But you’re writing with thousands of other people, and there’s a clearly defined goal, and there’s even a website that will hold you accountable and count your words for you. And even if you’re entering the last week with a serious word count deficit, chances are that given enough time, the pressure will get you to finish.

I’m very excited for this last week of NaNo. I have a very supportive husband, more so this year than any previous year, actually. I also have a half-day on Wednesday with daycare available, as well as the day after Thanksgiving when I can simply write my heart out and not think, or do, anything else.

Especially not turn on the television. That’s sure to derail me at this late date.

Making Tough (Writing) Decisions

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Yes, this is about NaNoWriMo.

When I signed up to be a Municipal Liason for NaNoWriMo this year, I promised to do my best to finish the competition with 50,000 words. But since the very beginning, I have been woefully behind. The story isn’t the problem this year, actually, it’s my motivation. It just doesn’t seem to be there. I can’t bring myself to push past that point when I’m uncomfortable or tired or distracted to write more, and meet a daily word count.

I have a feeling that this might be the year that I don’t finish, that I can’t win. I hate that feeling. But I need to decide soon, is this the point at which I just say, yeah, it’s okay to let this go this time? Do I give up? Or do I keep pushing and fail despite my best efforts?

Is it better to quit and maintain your sanity (or health), or keep going until you collapse, knowing you did your best until it wasn’t possible to do it anymore? I see arguments for both options, and they both make sense. On one hand, keeping your sanity is a good thing. Pushing until you break isn’t always healthy, and you could be out of the game for longer that way.

On the other hand, giving up sucks. I’ve learned something from The Biggest Loser this year, and that’s never give up, no matter what, no matter how sucky things are. Failure is not an option for those guys.

But I’m not on The Biggest Loser, and this isn’t a television show where outrageous workouts and extreme diets are monitored by doctors and specialists and personal trainers. It’s me and my family, and that’s it.

I don’t want to give up, but is slogging across the finish line when I know that I could do better more humiliating?

Talking To Myself

Is this mic on?In the past, the concept of narrating something onto a tape recorder has never worked well for me. I’m awkward, I don’t know what to say, and it’s just generally a waste of time. I remember how in college I purchased one of those mini-recorders, thinking I was going to make some great memories of…something.

The idea was cool. The implementation simply didn’t work for me.

As recently as the past two years, I’ve found a certain advantage in talking to myself while trying to work out story ideas. It’s great in practice, except I usually end up getting all excited about an idea and then losing it before I can apply it or write a note about it.

I’m struggling through this year’s NaNoWriMo, and I don’t know exactly what spurred on the idea, but I started looking for microphones for my iTouch.

I was hesitant to use it. I kind of thought that perhaps my old problems would manifest. As soon as the microphone turned on, my well of ideas of what to speak about would dry up. Or worse, when it came time to have to listen to myself speak, I would be so revolted by the sound of my own voice that I wouldn’t be able to take advantage of the resource.

Well, I found a mini mic
last week, and I must say, it looks more than a little bit like something I should be taking orally (or perhaps anally). But I ordered it anyway. It met my needs – inexpensive and small enough to fit in my purse. I wasn’t expecting the best sound quality. Heck, I was barely expecting it to work, to be perfectly honest with you.

Boy, was I blown away (in a completely good way) when I finally tried it out! The sound quality was excellent, and even with a full half-hour of continuous use, it barely drained my battery at all. I love this little thing – the best benefit by far being that I no longer have to worry about writing down my notes immediately. I can listen to them as much as I want, and work them into my stories as I see fit without having to recreate the silly thing every day.

I think you’ll see me talking to myself more and more frequently in the coming days, that’s for sure!

Complete Upset

sad and frustratedI spent 30 minutes writing last night and somehow the results didn’t get saved anywhere. I’m most frustrated because the words I wrote pretty much have to get rewritten due to the direction the story must take and how it must get there, and I’m not sure how I’m going to be able to do that without them coming out worse than before. Now I’ll be paraphrasing myself, and I’m fairly sure that I won’t get as many words out to cover the same ground.

I’m very upset. This is a crazy month.

Bye bye, catch-up night. It was nice while it lasted.

What Not to Do During NaNoWriMo

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Here is a list of things you should not be doing if you would like to do well during the insane writing flurry that is National Novel Writing Month (in no particular order):

  1. Read about how to write
  2. Play online games (like FETD 2 @ Casual Collective)
  3. Neglect your blog
  4. Spend too much time maintaining your blog
  5. Nap
  6. Drink too much caffeine (the crash hurts)
  7. Don’t drink enough caffeine (see #5)
  8. Forget to feed your cat
  9. Watch movies (time suck)
  10. Look at other people’s word count if you are prone to Word Count Envy
  11. Neglect the NaNoWriMo Forums
  12. Spend too much time at the NaNoWriMo Forums
  13. Forget to attend a write-in where caffeine is present (see #7)
  14. Edit (I’m stealing your Backspace keys if you do)
  15. Read this list instead of writing.

Now go, shoo! Write!

What Is Your Dream?

Dare to DreamAnd what are you doing to make it happen?

My dream is to become a published author of a novel, and if possible to become a well known author as well. I want to be able to quit my day job because my writing earns us enough money that I don’t have to do anything else.

I want to wake up at 5:30 in the morning, go for a run, and then walk my kids to school. I want to spend my mornings writing and my afternoons on chores and playing with my kids.

I want to be able to afford a babysitter for an occasional Saturday night date.

I would love to sell enough books to make any sort of best-seller list.

Making this dream happen has always seemed like luck, and something that would happen “someday”. I’ve never really thought about how to accomplish it aside from expecting I’d have to find an agent at some point.

But things – rules – are changing. Self-publishing no longer seems like a death knell, but now a viable option. A necessary option.

So what am I doing to make my dream happen? I only write once a year, for NaNoWriMo. I don’t edit my completed works. In fact, I’d be lucky to be able to find all the NaNo novels I’ve written (one a year since 2003) on my computer.

I need to write more. Writing here is a good start, I think. Writing daily (yes, I’m still trying to make it happen daily) is a necessary exercise for me. Once a daily 500+ word article/editorial is regular habit, adding a 2000+ word goal to my daily writing regime will be the next step.

I need to edit more. I have this nasty habit of thought – once I am done writing, I’m done. It’s good enough the way it is, and I shouldn’t have to do anything more to it. That’s wrong, I know it is. Not everything can be fixed, but everything should be reviewed for spelling, and I should get some help with my grammar.

I need to pick a work, anything from a NaNo novel to a collection of short stories, and publish it. I need to go to one of those self-publishing houses (I know of several), buy an ISBN, and get that sucker out on B&N and Amazon. Then I need to use my amazing marketing skills that I’ve picked up in my current career, and use them to promote myself and my writing.

I can do this, I know I can. If I never try, I’ll always wonder whether I could have done it. I’ll be old and gray and hate myself that I didn’t do it when I was in my prime (although I think perhaps my prime was ten years ago, not today).

What is your dream? And what are you doing to make it happen?

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